Certain person is ill, being bitchy & having well you know, the time of the month. Nice combo. NOT!!!!

To People who wanna B**** about my lack of enthusiasm in doing a task for you. Please make sure your off the phone so I don't hear your b******* about me. That makes things worse & next time I will not even do what you want me to do.

I hold grudges which is a habit of mine I find hard to break & I doubt I can ever break.

I just want to erase April 16th, 2008 from my memory. I've had a horrible day.

I made mistake after mistake at work. A grand total of 4 times, 1 was a major one. I shipped out the same item twice when the customer ordered two different items. There was originally a mix-up with the invoices for the order & there was another mix-up with the same order in the afternoon. The 2nd major one was I left out a number in the customer's address & UPS had to correct it. When they do that, we get charged for it.

And now, I get chastized for not saving some ham from my dinner for my Dog to eat. ARRRGH....

I've been contemplating qutting this job for more than 4 weeks now. Maybe I should just quit before my Boss fires me. My Aunt who also works with me can't cover my ass forever. She hasn't even told our Boss about my latest mistakes. Also, there's a fellow co-worker I particularly cannot stand. She's basically like Jerkyl & Hyde. She can be ok/nice for a minute & then just switch moods. I feel like I'm expected to be perfect there. Well no one's perfect, there's no such thing. I'm bound to make more mistakes, all I can do is just open my eyes & do two words, DOUBLE CHECK!!!!

I'm gonna go drown my sorrows now. And I really don't wanna go back to work tomorrow.

Everywhere I go I have to deal with at least one. The one around me right now is having their time of the month. That's like their usual mood swings times two!!!!!

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GAH! Ok, had an altercation with the "Certain Person". So when I choose not to answer a question they ask, they are free to get mad at me. But when I ask it & they don't answer, I have to just take it?! Fraking b....